Morning Diary

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April 30th.
The reason why I stopped keeping my diary was my devotion to make PHP programs. The PHP is very easy I thought, because the program code is able to be included into the html file. If only paying attention to write in the appropriate language code, the PHP page will be displayed correctly.
Today was the day of my interview of taking a job. Exactly saying, that was for our confirmation of desiring company.

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April 27th.
I'm trying the new. To make my schedule table, I'm trying by using the PHP and APACHE and PostgreSQL. These are the script language, the web server, and the DB management language.

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April 26th.
There are a lot of things to search. But I can't help doing that for my happy graduation. My study is still not good. Today was the presentation of my study. In spite of my mind knowing that my situation isn't good, the reaction of circumference especially of my professor was not good as well. Still, I must search many things.

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April 24th.
Very Busy !! There is no time to research many things related to my study. The elements of my uneasiness are existing. My study, my job, and my marriage, these are enveloped in mist.
Anyway, I must put my whole energy into my study now. Perhaps, that must only be the best way.

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April 22nd.
The really I want to do is to make something. Prehaps, I might done grave fault. My future is very important. I must not decide my job with ease. The most important is where to live. Here Aichi is easy to live I suppose. And my family will live here now and from now on. Tokyo is the convenient place. But people should not gather in tokyo, I think.

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April 21st.
Today is Sunday. I took enough rest.

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April 20th.
I went to see the movie "Detective CONAN". There are many children and their mothers. The "Crayon Shin Chan" was also on show at the same place. Surprisingly, the Camera man of "Nagoya TV" was gathering data of that. The sad was the number of audience of "Detective CONAN" was more than that of "Crayon Shin Chan". The two were on show from today.
The more I research the company, the more I am at a loss where to challenge. Because almost company has the project that resemble with the other company's, so I am very confusing to find the characteristic of the company.
But, the important is to find out the company that I like.

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April 19th.
I visited to inspect KDDI. And I was very satisfied with many view point of study.

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April 18th.
What a busy day today is. This morning, I met recruiters all the day. At first, I met the recruiter from HITACHI. And then, I met that of HITACHI DENSEN. He is my close friend. I thought that I also must work more hard.

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April 17th.
I rented some CDs which are "Nakagawa Akinori", "Matsuda Seiko", "DAI", and "Morning Musume.". The impression was the "DAI"'s CD was protected from copying. The Avex Company make protected CD, at last. But I'm thinking that the CD is probably able to copy by using special way. Using the light cable which often be connected with MD player, it probably can input to PC. Because if it couldn't, the CD deck never play that CD.
Today, I downloaded "Vine Linux 2.5". Because there are no PC that I can use freely now, I didn't install yet.

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April 16th.
Today, I went to Makuhari for visiting k-micro.com. The place Makuhari was very good place as I thought. My dream is going bigger that I'll be living at there. The people at k-micro.com are the real technical expert. The most impressed was the number of member of the project is very few. But the power of the project is not necessarily weak.
On my way to home, in the Shinkansen, we talked with Hedwick and her friends. They are from Finland. They have been to many countries. My English was very low level, but some were understood by them. I also could understand their English. This was good experience for us.

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April 14th.
I bought a new shoes. I cut my hair. I'm going to k-micro.com at last. With the warm atmosphere of Spring, I am dreaming that I'll work at Tokyo. The center of IT(Information Technology) in Japan is Makuhari at Chiba Prefecture. The k-micro.com(KAWASAKI MICROELECTRONICS, INC) is situated at Makuhari.
An enterprise needs us being a superior man. But I need enterprises that have good environment for me to grow up my ability. If the company didn't adopt you, you should think that you don't have good ability by no means, but your competence wasn't needed. The conclusion is that you should take many exam of adoption until you find the company that need your competence.

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April 13rd.
I bought a new suit. I bought a new cellular phone. And there are new game machine "The Expert Of A Drum 3rd Edition".

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April 12nd.
It isn't necessary for me to think what I should had done in my school days. I spent my school days with all my might, and I do not feel any regret. Because I am made up of all experiences till now, so everything occurred to me is my mental food. It is however important to look back yesterday and think about tomorrow. But to lead to the next as really I dreaming, I must something just now. More important is to do the best at any time.

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April 11st.
I feel that one day is very long these days. I'm trying shift my time. My life of these days were awful. I wake up at noon and sleep at 4:00 AM. This life lose half of the day, and I'm understanding.
The reason of low speed of JAVA is virtual machine. The virtual machine works on the OS. That's advantage is that JAVA can run at any environment. The relation of portability and lack of speed is trade-off.

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April 10th.
We are in progress step by step, and this will continue after graduation or after getting a job. That is to say, It's very important that I decide the first job seriously, Because it will be a handicap of the skill of job when I get the first job that I cannot display my competence. So, The first job should be having the contents that I can give full play for. In other words, I must decide the job which I really want to do.

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April 9th.
I'm waiting for something. You might think that I am a passive man, but I'm not so. The details of the reason are written in bottom.
Today's subject is "The Next Never Comes For Man Waiting For The Next". This means that we must not give up now and must not have the wish for next. I insist that We must give full play to do everything at that time. We tend to have optimistic idea in a comfort. But It's very dangerous for our future. The conclusion is that we are already in a real society though we are students.

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April 8th.
I stayed up all night today with no reason. The reason why I stayed in my lab is to attend the guidance of new year in the early morning.
I and my colleague tried the installation of "X" in the linux system. The problem was that the linux doesn't have good way of management of their packages. More, the distribution has their own system of that. The "Red Hat" has the "RPM" system, and "Debian" has the "Apt" system. The "Kondara" seems to have "mph" system. The advantage of the package management system is availability of good insight of packages installed. In the another view point, installing with their original configuration is also advantage. The two way has the opposite advantage.

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April 7th.
It is very difficult to make a friendship with the other sex. Anyway, I am anxious to appeal myself. So I might be overdoing to emphasize myself to them. It's also important to entertain them. But more important is to take good communication each other. The lack point of me is that. Hmm, My thought is paradoxical in the respect that I want to emphasize myself but I must listen their talk.
The conclusion is that I should refrain myself more.

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April 6th.
The rainy day it is. The rain seems to continue to tomorrow.
Yesterday, I said that I'll write this seriously. I'm thinking my job of my future. The important point is the environment for me to make my own ability higher. For one thing is the ability of communication with Japanese and foreigner, and for another is the skill of my job. Perhaps, the skill of my job will be improved naturally in my work. So there must be something more important. And that is needed at any era. I must have the raw ore of that ability, being different with others in the world.

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April 5th.
It's important for me to think my future. It's a long time since I stop writing in a listed form. These are my figure thinkable now.

  1. I am arrested because of exhibitionism.
  2. I am arrested because of Drug.
  3. I am arrested because of the terrorism of explosion.
  4. I am arrested because of tax evasion
... I'll be seriously in the next time. At least It's not quite possible that I'll be arrested by the Drug.

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April 4th.
I spent all the day absent-mindedly because today is the concert day of Matsuura Aya. To my surprise, the seat is 4th from the front !!
I returned from the concert now. That was Wonderful and was Amazing !! Her dresses were Very Pretty !! And I could see her clearly. I shouted with my all power. My beautiful voice could appeal to audience of my circumference enough, I suppose. But I'm thinking of making my voice louder by the next concert.

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April 3rd.
I studied perl a little, the programming language. I heard that is very high productive language, and I felt so in using. The surprising is the language has the tacit variable. In addition, that doesn't have to define the variable or arrangement. And more, that has many functions of dealing with arrangement. I think that is most useful faculty.

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April 2nd.
The very warm day today is. I cut my hair yesterday, and that was smart judgment for todays temperature. And I dealt with a lot of E-mail. Mainly the mails were from recruiter. When it comes that we use E-mail as a means of communication, and that is the main method now because of being apt to use. But Now I want to insist that Human should use telephone. Human must contact in nude. ......?? Somewhat strange I said.

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April 1st.
This year, my life starts with "Morning Musume". Today, I go to the Concert of Morning Musume at the Rainbow hall.
I returned from the concert now. The concert was wonderful and amazing !! There were a lot of parents and their children. It was because the introduction of the seat for them. I yearn it but I don't know the reason in spite of my mind.
What I want to say isn't that, I insist here. The Only thing I say is that "Morning Musume" is wonderful anyhow. And the goods of "Matsuura Aya" tempt me very much.

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Dary on the Northern Hemisphere February 2002
Diary from the fear January 2002
Diary to the Catastrophe July 2001
Stupid Diary June 2001

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